She.......

Finally I did it. I was so exited that i called my friends and celebrated. Yes i did talk to her.I had been planning for this for like ages ( 2 - 3 weeks). Charged with the confidence of all night outed plannings and the wonderful first timer influence of alcohol I finally asked her . " Do you have an extra pen " in chemistry lab. Well you all might laugh but this was The first and the last sentence i could utter. I forgot the plan after that took the pen and left that place quite dreamy , planning to boast about my first rendezvous with " She".

It was the same " She" for Myself and one of my best buddies. And amazing was the fact that both of us helped each other for the same without any hatred. She had an amazing sense for dressing which only two of us could appreciate and widely marked as Weird by the so called decent crowd in our collage. Eventually my friend found love of his life and went one way and Myself was messed up after another " She " who eventually dumped me.

I believe "she" and I became better friends and at least i got to know her better. We used to have numerous coffee breaks and quantitatively good lunches. Trust me i never saw a girl eating so much and that too for a skinny girl like her. As i have told earlier She had a boyfriend and i was dumped , we used to bitch about each others whatever. As everything changes and changes towards stability we were discussing about almost everything below the sun. Some discussions even extending for hours and so engaging that easily missing the lunch meaning a decent eat out.We are very different creatures but one common thing we love food and ate like pigs.

Then suddenly the dream was over. The collage was over and she got married went to a different continent. I wonder what i wanted , i could probably never figure out but sometimes i feel " Asking for a pen" doesn't work anymore.

I understand that end of story is very abrupt but well thats how life is.